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|cowsgomoo!!! (profile) wrote, |
on 3-19-2005 at 11:57am
|Current mood: i dont know how to feel right now
|i just hit the lowest point i've been in in awhile. and usually, when i hit a low, i just go and hang out with a few friends and not care. but i care about her!!! i dont want to accept the fact that she doesnt care about me! i CANT accept it. but the thing is, i dont know how she feels. i dont see her at all, and when i do, i feel great! but it seems like she avoids me at all costs. im just a backup, if that. just the guy that treats her right and buys her stuff. usually, i wouldnt mind, but usually i dont care. i care this time and i HATE IT!!!!