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|chalupaguadalahara (profile) wrote, |
on 3-29-2005 at 11:08pm
|I'm such a selfish person.
I feel so badly inside anymore.
I feel like I've changed a lot.
Not for the better either.
I feel stagnant.
Cold, though I don't really show it.
I'm standing in a room full of people.
Do you hear me?
I don't have the profound thoughts.
I don't philosophy anymore.
I don't ponder.
I don't have faith.
I feel far from (some of) my friends.
My inner monolouge is so monotonous.
I'm sliding away academically.
I don't try.
I don't read.
The desire to know and learn is ever present.
I don't know what it is.
I am so selfish.
I have a house.
A wonderful mother.
Awards, medals, a name.
I feel like I'm being held away from all of this.
I look out on it through the glass casing I belive I've sealed myself
I don't have anyone to hold.
I don't understand.