|Add Memory | Add To Friends|
|superheromindo (profile) wrote, |
on 4-2-2005 at 9:31pm
|Current mood: exhausted
Music: Yellow Submarine- the Beatles
|My parents are fighting like crazy and I'm not really sure what is going to happen. Things were looking like they were going to be ok for a little while because Mom was moving back in and they werent fighting as much, but today while I was visiting SHSU, when Mom came back to move in and got in an argument with Dad today and left again. So yeah dont know what is going to happen with them. I dont think it will be too bad if they do split up, but the situation right now is the hard part, not knowing what is going to happen or anything like that. It's really stressful. Plus my parents use me as their spy and I dont really appreciate it very much.
What really sucks is that I'm so broke. My birthday is a week from today and hopefully I'll get some money then to help me out, but I didnt get paid last week, the week before, and I'm not getting paid this week. It sucks a lot. The paycheck after that is gonna be miniscule. I have a little over $20 to last me til then, and I want to go get polish remover tonight but I'm scared to buy some of something that I'm sure I have laying around the house and just cant find. I really shouldnt be spending money of any kind, and that is really strange for me and I dont like it. But I need to stop spending so much so fast because it's going to hurt me constantly. I need to start saving stuff. I've decided that on paychecks larger than $60, $20 of the paycheck will go into my savings account rather than my checking account. That means that I'll still have money for the week in my checking account and also have put a good amount into savings for emergencies or possibly taking out later or whatever. I just think it's probably a good idea. But what's really bad about money for me right now is that I cant rely on Dad to give me a few dollars when I want it because even though he just got paid, he's really broke cause Mom took out a lot of money and I just really dont know what I'm going to do about it. stop spending, I guess. It's about my only option.
I really want to go to SHSU. It's really pretty and I really like the program, and I could always transfer if I really wanted to, and I could room with Jacqui first year in the cool apartment dorm things. It's exciting and I hope to go there. I dont know if I'm going to go to all-state camp there this summer, though. I really should give Baylor a chance, so I'm probably going to go there this year to see how their music school is and things like that. Although Mr. Chia Pet A went there and I dont know if I want to go to the same school as he did. I respect Mr. A in the sense that he is a good teacher, but I dont want to become a mini Mr. A. I definitely want to be my own individual choir director. Sounds good, huh? Either way, SHSU is one of my serious considerations for college.