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|court04 (profile) wrote, |
on 4-3-2005 at 11:46pm
|Current mood: contemplative
|today was general conference which meant no church. i went and watched it on tv at kyle's. afterwards ryan h. called. so he came and picked me up then we went back to his place. he is so loaded. he drives the nicest truck i have ever seen and has a 2004 motorcycle. he made salmon for dinner. then we went to blockbuster to rent spiderman 2 and he ended up buying it.
when i got home dylan and i talked for awhile. he told me that if it wasnt for me he wouldnt be alive right now. he also told me how i am the only girl that he has ever trusted outside of his family. and that he has never cared for anyone as much as he does for me. i wish every moment that he didnt have anxiety and depression problems. he is the perfect guy for me. i always feel comfortable and happy with him. but we cant be together...and it sucks.