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|drowning-in-you (profile) wrote, |
on 4-5-2005 at 1:16am
|Current mood: depressed
Subject: feel like shit...
|it's been a while since i started to think pretty close to suicidal...
i really do wonder if anyone will miss me...not that some do now...
i asked devon if he missed me..."Devon : cuddling ya"...fucking asshole...i give so much to go & be with him all the time & sleep w/ him & anything else that he needs, & all i do is get backstabed, walked on, used, & all for just "cuddling"...HOW FUCKING STUPID AM I?!?
i hate the way that i am, which is why sometimes i feel like dying...i wouldn't be so much of a screw up anymore...
...i hate myself...talk later...