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mle (profile) wrote,
on 5-1-2005 at 8:44pm
Current mood: . angry .
Music: . incubus . sick, sad world .
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. well maybe if you'd fucking taken apart your computer so we could take down the loft, you wouldn't be missing your fucking power cord now .


i cannot wait to be home.
just the fact of not having to live with moronic teenage girls makes me itch for gr. and my parents' house secluded on the end of a deadend road without street lights or city water.. within city limits. across the street from an orchard.
just being away from here sounds ridiculously tempting. i'm hoping marcus's visit tonight will help.
i had a great weekend... well, there were definite good parts. like having a chat over econ w/ kelly.
i think nicole ruins it all. as soon as she came back from her weekend excursion this afternoon, i've been unable to do anything... and kelly's been using my bed to study in.

grr.

when sound asleep they'll find you at your most vulnerable...
scream loud, scream sayonara...
don't let them scare you
when you're down on the floor, bleeding bastard
you'll be getting home real soon
and i'll pray for you high health
don't let them scare you
. coheed and cambria . devil in jersey city .

as if i'm not feeling terrible enough.
school is driving me nuts. and it's not even jmc this time.. just the fact that i have put in twice the time and effort this semester.. for worse grades. i haven't even gone out w/ the girls in like a month... i've turned into a total hermit, spending my life between the library and the study lounge. i mean, what the hell? what am i doing wrong??

i feel like i've been asking that question a lot lately...
and no one ever answers me.

i don't even know what to do with myself.
i'm so upset with nowhere to go...
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