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|speakyourmind22 (profile) wrote, |
on 5-14-2005 at 11:51pm
|Music: green day
Subject: Back home for summer :\
|Home For Summer...well things suck, my mom has something wrong with her lympnots i know that is spelled wrong. I of course broke down, b/c most people think Cancer. that is the first thing that came to my mind, if i lost my mom i would die, b.c as of right now who would i have to turn to? God? I am jsut waiting like everyone eles, and my dad had to have a CAT scan to, yeah he has high liver enzymes, the same thing my mom had, so this started out great. and when do I find out? when iam moving my shit out of my dorm. yeah a whle week, I was wondering why I haven talked to my brother, I guess form what my mom said he is taking it hard. We both worry too much. Its just always something. this is not about me, this is about my family. ok I need to move on to something positive. But yeah my grades look great iam expecting a 3.6 or 3.4..i worked my ass off this year,,,, Can any one believe I am startign my 3 rd year and i will be 20, this is crazy. Just so much thinking going on, too much. Oh yeah and iam back at square one with my major...there are days I wish I was addicted to something. but yeah this summer is going to shit, plaine and simple. you can say I am happy to be home so i dont have to deal wiht school work and people. but I hate being back home. I love my parents, and everyhing, but there is something about being here that jsut pisses me off. I start my micro econ class on Monday...so much for a break. The highlight fo rthe summer will be going to go see my brother.
I got to see Green day and My Chemical Romance about a week ago, I like both of them alot. I am glad I got to go. We had amzing streets, I couldnt hear for 2 days and i thought i los tmy eyebrows form the pyro
*Have you ever been judged by people who thnik they know you. Have you ever been judged by people who will never know you?
Have you ever been judged by people who cant judge themselves
Have you evr been judgde by someone who isnt good enough to judge you...look in the fucking mirror.