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|talithe (profile) wrote, |
on 5-28-2005 at 5:54pm
|Music: Korn -- Here it Comes Again
Subject: Pounding, it starts again.. hurting, oh where do I begin?
|My boyfriend is up in Utah as I write this. Right now I feel pretty lonely, but I really shouldn't think about it much.. hum hum.
So, I've been downloading some of the songs he listens to. Great to see I'm keeping my mind off him. I told him not to call me so he can have as much fun as possible there (without minimal distractions, like myself). But everything is awesome between us. I am just overly sad right now. This has to be the way he felt when I took all my possessions from his house to mine. I told him, "It's not like we're breaking up." And that's precisely what he told me today, but I still couldn't get around my emotions. It was kind of odd.
Work is stagnant right now, until whenever someone decides to call me in. Which, also, is no problem for me. I'm pretty set financially, or at least to a place where I feel comfortable for now, so money isn't a major worry on my mind. A lot of co-workers pitched in for lottery tickets and everyone seemed too optimistic. It was as though they were convinced that they were the one-in-a-million. Who knows. If they win, congratulations, good for them. All of the ones that talked to me said they would quit if they won the money. Had I pitched in, and if I won some lottery money, I think I'd stay. On top of that, I'd like to work in a bookstore, too, which pays pretty poorly but it would be nice. I always wanted to work in a bookstore.
I bought two shirts off eBay, and they came in the other day. I was very pleased with them both, but the shipping was pretty lame. I paid $10 and on the package it said shipping was a mere $1.52. Anyway..