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Uke (profile) wrote,
on 5-31-2005 at 11:35pm
Current mood: depressed
Music: Naruto OST
Subject: Gods
I feel horrible.
I'm depressed for a thousand different reasons.
There's the fact that I've never been in a normal, loving relationship with anyone. And the second I think I'm in a good relationship, said boyfriend beats me up when they get drunk, it's a great pattern, really. The part about my roleplaying skills obviously dying. I can barely afford to pay my rent. I'm half afraid to leave my apartment because of ignorant idiots who very much like to take a baseball bat to my head. I have /very/ few real friends anymore. No matter what I do for people, it's like they don't give a damn about it. I'm no door mat, but when I speak up, they get all fucking offended like it's my fault their assholes. So why bother? Because I'm an attention craving whore. xx; I'm also very sensitive about what my friend's think of me. Everyone else can rot in hell, fuck what they think. But, my friend's matter, so when they don't talk to me or don't give a shit about me, I just feel so empty.

In need of a decent friend,
-Adrian <3
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