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kreyz (profile) wrote,
on 6-5-2005 at 10:32pm
Current mood: content
Music: Anata
This weekend was kind of fun. I had a good time saturday, chilling with Morgan's parents at their summer cottage in Gun Lake.

When Morgan and I got there, her dad was very respectful, and kind to me. I was kind of expecting him to be a dick about all the shit thats been going down and all, but he wasn't. He was very nice, and he gave me a chance. I do have to say that for that, he's got my respect, and I gave him respect back. I was very nice, clean language, and the whole 9 yards...

Her mom, too. She gave me a chance to talk with her, and they've gotten to know a little bit about me. Morgan told me that they both like me, but they think that I talk too much. Well, yeah, but only cuz I feel that I have a lot to say. I love to tell my life story, honestly, and I had a belief that they were interested.

Morgan and I had fun with her speedboat. She says its her baby, but she does make that damn thing gallop all over the lake. I had a really good time after loosening up. At first, I do have to admit I was kind of scared cuz i've never been on a speedboat before. But I warmed up to it, Morgan and I jammed out to some sweet tunes. Unfortunately, we had to head back cuz she had to go to work at The Bib. I stayed afterwards, and talked with her folks, had dinner, and we left for home.

I have to say that afterwards, we got home and I guess I just started turning into a jerk or something. Not that I meant to, but it just did. Morgan and I had a little chat, and She speculated that its because we spend so much time with eachother, that we're getting annoyed with eachother. I guess you could say that is whats going on. So I've been trying to just go back to being my somewhat anti-social self. I did stay in my room and played some video games for a short second, then wrote a note for Morgan and went to bed. I woke up around 3-4am and she was there, laying next to me. She woke once I kissed her cheek, and stroked her, like I usually do (because she looks so beautiful and peaceful when she's asleep), and she told me she wrote me back, so I read what she wrote back.

I love her so much, and I really hate making her feel uncomfortable. I'm sure that every true boyfriend out there is like that. So I'm going to do what I can to make sure that I'm not all that clingy and stuff... Cuz I know that I am, but thats just how I am. I can't help but show affection to the one that I love. But some girls like it, some don't. Some don't, really, after it's given to them inconsistently, which is what I've been doing to Morgan... Smothering her, I guess you could say. I do that, I guess, but I'm gonna do what I can to make things better... She is, too.

Like I said, I love her very much, and I don't want to see this go away in such a short time that it's been. We both want to have a strong relationship, and I really want to see us flourish. I'm very sure she does, too. But I've said enough, and I've got a bedroom to finish cleaning. I hope to get it all done before she gets back home. She's at Stevensville with her folks, finishing up getting stuff packed to move it all in here. Shes got more stuff! It's packed enough with the stuff shes got now! lol. I hope that I'll be able to pack it all in, and I seriously think that some of this stuff should go to Goodwill or Salvation Army or something. I think that not only will it open up some space for both of us in that damned closet, but it will also give us some personal gratification in giving to the people who need stuff the most.


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