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|drowning-in-you (profile) wrote, |
on 6-17-2005 at 11:45pm
|Current mood: crushed
Subject: talent down the drain...
|i think i realized why i don't like to do any music anymore...
i think it's that i feel like when i share some kind of talent w/ someone they don't like it or forget about it...& then i feel like it's not important or they didn't like it...
example: i wrote a poem for someone...not the best, but i hadn't done so in a long time...& i wanted it to be cute & funny, not really serious...i had a printed copy for them...not only did they say nothing, but it's on the passenger side floor in my truck...hmmm...
& it's things like this (believe me it's happened so many other times to me before from others) that make me believe that i suck at anything creative...makes me not want to write poems or songs...& discourages me...sucks...i wish i could get past it...i guess i am a crybaby & weak at this...*sigh*...talk later...