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|miwako-chan (profile) wrote, |
on 2-10-2003 at 7:34pm
|Current mood: worried
Subject: A tad worried...
|Dear Journal thingie
Hey how r u? I have had a bad feeling in my stomach and chest since last night... I am worried about Caroline... I know she truly doesn't love this boy "ben" more than a friend... But her friend is kinda pushing the idea into her a bit... I just have a bad feeling about it... I dunno why... I just don't think she should do i... I almost staretd crying this worry inside of me is so great... I guess I just really care about Caroline... Well duh she is my bestest buddy! I just have a bad feeling.... Maybe she''l read this and hear how i feel... aw well
I was very paranoid at lunch today... At school... it seems no one truly understands me... i mean... At lunch I was talking and one girl said ,"I will never love again" But i mean... it wasn't true love.... How could it be at this age... How would we know... All the emotions that you feel...... Like looking into the stars..... The feeling must be undesciubable... And these girls... they think it is their boyfriends of that moment in time... But i don't think it is true love..... or am I just crazy wishing I could find the right one in this universe..?