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|H2OforDuo (profile) wrote, |
on 7-7-2005 at 8:26pm
|Current mood: torn
|So here I am, still in California. This is the first time I've been online since that last entry. @.@ It sucks, yes, I know.
My boy is at his Japanese Language Camp, and I didn't think I'd be able to talk to him until I got back. I was content with that, I'd gotten used to the idea. And then he calls me on Saturday. I of course am like, "wtf?" I was glad to hear from him. He says he's having a great time and has made friends with the people in his cabin. It was good to talk to him, but...It just made me miss him more. I'm going home a week from this Saturday. *YES* *but NO at the same time*
I miss home. A lot. A LOT. I haven't seen my dad, my dog, my best friend, or my boyfriend in a MONTH, as of today, I believe. I'm ready to go home, I assure you of that. But I'm really gonna miss Kelly and Danny and Joey and Gaby...and Aimee...Mom and I are worried that Aimee's not going to take it very well when we leave. But I'm pretty ready to go home. When I get back, I'm pretty sure my boy will be back...I want to see him the day after we get back. Or even the day we get back! And then I wanna see Mandi-sama. We're planning a sleep-over. ^_^ I wanna give my dad a big hug and kiss mah doggeh.
But I'm also really gonna miss Gary, the guy who lives in the rental house deal on Aim's property. He's been giving me piano lessons and he's the best teacher I could EVER ask for. He's teaching me the Pink Panther song! ^_^; He understands how I work and how I learn and he's really helping me. Because of him I've been figuring out chords instead of just one note to go along with my melodies.
But I also want to sleep in my own bed, in my own room, in my own house. I don't really know what I want to do. You know what I'm saying?
I've started drawing quite a bit. I drew several pictures of Sephiroth, which turned out pretty darned good for my first time really drawing him. I've been working really hard at my creative endeavors whilst staying here. I also don't have a piano at home, so that sucks.
Mom and I went to Stinson Beach today and yesterday. That's been fun. We've beach-combed and found some pretty cool shtuff.
Oh yea. I took a film-making class. It was sooooo hard. Every day was from 9 am to 5 pm, for a week, just making the film. We all thought it was going to be soooo bad, but we edited it and added music and MAN! It was great! I made a buddy named Angelo. He was frikken hillarious. I miss him so much. On the last day we were like, *Hug* Caro: I'll see ya later.
Angelo: Probly not. *Kinda smile*
Caro: Well, if you ever come to Colorado...
Angelo: I'll look you up.
I was like, *TEAR* but I didn't cry.
Dude, I've cried soooo much on this trip it's not even funny. Like, soooo not funny. It's not a happy situation for Caro when this happens. But any-whay, yea.
So I wrote Jon a letter sometime last week. As of a few days ago, he still hadn't gotten it. So I decided it was useless to send him any more letter since he gets home in a week. So I'm writing him letters to give to him when I get back. XD It makes me feel a little bit closer to him when I write, even though I'm so far away. *spreads cheese all over that statement.* ~CHEESY!~
Yea. Our film progressed from being a fifties murder mystery, to a CHEESE-CHEESE-CHEEEEZZZZY highschool romance. XD It's funny. Angelo and I were the only people who could really act...actually, Thomas could too.
Anyway, Gotta fly kiddos!