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|ImUgly (profile) wrote, |
on 8-27-2005 at 7:21pm
|Music: johnny cash, nine inch nails
|I hurt myself today to see if I still feel. I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real. The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting. Try to kill it all away but I remember everything. What have I become? My sweetest friend, everyone I know goes away in the end. And you could have it all: my empire of dirt. I will let you down. I will make you hurt. I wear this crown of thorns upon my liar's chair. Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair. Beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear. You are someone else, I am still right here. I will let you down. I will make you hurt. If I could start again, a million miles away, I would keep myself. I would find a way.