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|Anytngbtordinary (profile) wrote, |
on 9-20-2005 at 1:09pm
|Well I broke.
I want to go home.
I don't even know why.
I'm too dumb for college.
I can't do things on my own...even going to the library to do a project scares me.
I failed my first exam.
Failed...like below average, and average was 62.
That means I'm failing a class already.
I'm that stupid.
I feel like sleeping all the time.
And thats scary because I guess a lot of people have mono in our dorm.
Everyone has been home but me!
And why they hell did I choose zoology?!
Who was I kidding? I can't do this!
What a dumb career path!
What do I think I can do with this?
Everyone in zoology here is going into a medicine career.
I have a test at 2...its 1:14.
I'm going to fail again.
Why am I freaking out?
Everyones coming to me asking for help lately...and I want to help.
But now I'm flipping out.
This whole alone thing...how do I feel so alone?
People are so awesome here....
But I don't know why i feel so alone and freaked out...like the whole doing things on my own maybe...
I dont get mitosis...and its on my test.
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