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|crossmyheart (profile) wrote, |
on 10-25-2005 at 11:02am
|Current mood: drained
|I'm really feeling overwhelmed.
I'm bombing some of my classes, and I don't know what's happening to me. I can't remember ANYTHING anymore.
I used to be such a good student. Now I just feel like nothing.
I feel so drained, and I just want to quit.
I think there's only one or two classes I have an A in, and grades are being turned in at the end of this week. We get our report cards on the weekend. I am so nervous.
I ALWAYS do well, especially on the first quarter. My head is just blank, all the time. I'm bombing Spanish III, and Drama II. Algebra II is the only class I really enjoy, and I think I only have a B in there, even though I do all the homework.
I think something has changed in my head over the summer, because last year, taking tests was what saved my grade, and now it is what kills it. No matter what class it is, I'm not any good at taking tests. My memorization skill is shot.
I don't know what's going on, but I'd like it to stop, I don't want to become a slacker. I do ALL my work, I never have any homework, I do everything I'm supposed to in class, I get all the little things right, it's the big things I bomb and I hate it. That's what hurts my grade the most.
At least I get to go to my psychiatrist this Thursday and maybe she can figure out something. Cause I can't live with this.