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|highlyevolved (profile) wrote, |
on 11-2-2005 at 7:44pm
|Music: no doubt :: spiderwebs
Subject: so it goes...
|I wish I could write in here that my Senior year is going perfectly and that it's been the best year of my life. I wish I could say I like all of my classmates and that nobody gets on my nerves ever. I wish I could say I really liked who I am and didn't have self-confidence issues. I wish I could say I'm not scared to death about my math grade and am terrified of failure. I wish I could say I wasn't depressed today and that things aren't getting me down. I wish I could say I felt confident about being to get into Vanderbilt University. I wish I could say that I understood Immanuel Kant and was going to ace my European History project. I wish I could say that I wasn't feeling suicidal. I wish I could say this entry wasn't needed.
But wishing can't erase was is present.