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|Goldie18 (profile) wrote, |
on 11-20-2005 at 5:15pm
|Current mood: depressed
Music: I'm A Fake - The Used
Subject: watch it drip
|i did it again. i don't know why. No, I do know why I do this to myself. and this quote explains it all:
"All Ive been thinking about lately is how much I want to take back our first kiss. How much I would pay to just let you climb through that window. I mean, who knows what would have happened, I mean maybe wed still be best friends, maybe youd still have a thing for me. I just know that I wouldnt be hurting like this. Then I think about everything that kiss brought into my life. What it was like to look at you & know not just what you were thinking but what you were feeling because I was feeling the same thing. & then its all worth it. Its worth all the pain that Im going through. I want to regret kissing you, but I cant. It was the smartest decision I ever made. "
the playful days began when I was in 6th gradem but true love, it all began that Wednesday night in March 2003<3 and it ended with a heartbreak, i'm so sorry I hurt you, i'd do anything in the world, if it would bring you back to me, I love you more than anyone and anything and I forever will. Until the day I die- you'll always be the one I love, my first, my last, my only love.