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chain-wolf (profile) wrote,
on 12-4-2005 at 11:14pm
Current mood: restless
Music: Mudvayne - Patient Mental
Subject: Hope
Havn't really had anything important to update this thing about in a while now. Hm. Don't even know if I still have anything important to go on about. Since there is like... what maybe two people that read this? I think. I don't know. XD ...

It's sort of pointless repeating things that have been said, ect ect. But this is more of a space to let my thoughts run since I've had time to think or something.


First off all I want to get this off my head.

Christmas time. Bleh. Every year since dad married Robyn, they've gone over to Robyn's sisters house Christmas day. I usually have to go to that. I don't see any of her family much the rest of the year because I don't fit in with them. And they are a pretty close family, always doing shit together. Let me see.. there is...

Justin and Sonya. (Justin is pretty cool. He likes to snowboard.)
Mike and ____ whatsherface I forgot. Lol.
Deloris and George.

And then the three babies.

Add Robyn, my sister, and my dad.

That's a lot of people!

Since I don't see them often I don't want to expect gifts from them. I'm already unstable on the subject of recieving things from people. I don't like getting gifts. Because I either can't or don't give back. I knows its Christmas and they probably consider me a little bit family but still.. I don't spend enough time with 'em to get anything. So this year I'm not going to go. And I'm not accepting anything from them. Though I can't seem to bring up the courage to tell my dad and step mom this decision. Oh well....

Blah blah blah. I just want a relaxed christmas this year.
I'm thinking of just staying at my moms. Waiting to see my dad.
I don't know why.


In other news.

..So Dai's calls me up one night. Completely trashed I might add. I wasn't feeling too happy that day. But when I saw the name on my cellphone I smiled. To say the least that entire conversation was fucking funny. It made my day.

When she first said that she wanted to come spend christmas up here I was like holyshitnofuckingwayomfg. Then I was like wait.. waitwait. She's been drinking! And then that was beat down once I realized she was serious.

I'm still sitting here... shocked, for lack of a better word. I always thought it would be me going there, and a few years later. But apparently her sister said she'd buy her a ticket or somethin'. And I'm like.. O_O;; Eeee!!!

OH so fucking excited at the mere thought of her coming here to visit retarded 'ol me.

So I hope her mom's not a cunt and lets her come visit. I'm reallyreallyreallyreally hoping she can.

Cause I need a big hug. :)

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