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greyXmatter (profile) wrote,
on 12-11-2005 at 11:17am
Current mood: sore
Music: Taking Back Sunday - "A Decade Under The Influence"
Subject: December.
Wow. I can't believe it's December of 2005 already. It feels like a month and a half ago we were at 4H Camp running through the party almost ass naked covered in soap suds. ...That was 6 months ago.

I have a lot of things to look forward to in 2006. Especially show season. On top of that, I'm going to try to get to Taste of Chaos, Bamboozle again, and the Warped tour. Uhm. It's been approximately 8 months since I've laid on top of thousands of hands and heads. What a fucking wonderful feeling that is, crowd surfing. For a split second you feel God-like... and even though you're doused with sweat that 50% of it isn't even yours... and your makeup is smeared... and you're probably at your least attractive point... it feels so great. And you forget that your body is burning up, your head is throbbing from the bass, and you're completely limp and weak, because they take care of you while you're up there. I fucking love it. Not to mention as soon as you get to the front, all you have to do is reach out and touch whoever's playing... and they look at you with the most sincerety and their eyes just say "Thank you."

Love it.

I clipped a "C" on Cowboy's butt the other day. He was a little depressed, but he'll get over it. Here comes a sneeze. TEEEEOO. Wootaka.

Uhm.

So the main reason why I'm back here is because I feel like ever since I stopped writing in my journal, people have just kinda... left. and stopped talking to me because they can't keep track of my insane-ness. I think 4 months away from this thing has done me some good.

Maybe not.
Uh.
Gotta go.
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