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dreamiecloud (profile) wrote,
on 1-3-2006 at 7:04pm
I am applying to college. I called my Aunt and Uncle and asked them for thier info. They are going to call me later with the rest of it.

So now I am sitting here doing chem homework and listening to Rilo Kiley.

I am all jittery and I feel like I am going to throw up. I am scared.
Every part of my body feels light and numb, like I just smoked a cigarette quickly.

The fact that I am applying just emphasizes the fact that I have no idea what I want to do with the rest of my life. I have had the better part of 17 years to decide this and I want to choose something that will not make me miserable like my grandparents are.

The thing about that is, I can't even do things I love everyday. How I am I supposed to find something that would make me want to get up and go to work every day when I am so finicky?

Ok, I feel better now.
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