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|justplainolemica (profile) wrote, |
on 1-28-2006 at 6:57pm
|Feeling a bit like 2nd place today. How often is it ok to remember the old times? And how do you ever know if its just thinking back, or wishing you were still there?
I like that I've lived life, but I've moved forward and don't want to be back to where I was. I like where I am now. I like that I can see that I've grown and changed into something better than I was a year ago, a month ago, a week ago. But how do you know if the world around you has changed? What if the world wants to go back to how it was a week ago? How would we ever know? We wouldn't. Not unless it gave us signs.
In my life I think I'm seeing the signs.
That puts me in 2nd place. Things can't be like they were last year, and since they can't I guess they settled on now with me.
But is 2nd place all I'm cracked up to be?