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|lovelykittykat16 (profile) wrote, |
on 2-14-2006 at 9:07am
|Current mood: depressed
Music: Simple Plan - Crazy Video
Subject: This Day....why?
|V-day for me is one of the worst holidays. I mean i hate them all but this one is the worst. I never get i always give and yet all i want is not a material thing. I want him back. Ill even move to Alabama for him. I want him back sooo badly. I hurt him three times and the third time that was it for him. I understand but it hurts me so badly everyday to not have him. When i moved back in with my mom, she knew i didnt want to be with Jason, she knew i wanted him and she told me to go back to him. It took me a bit but i finally got rid of Jason and since then ive been trying to take you back baby. So where are you now that im out in the cold. Im vulnerable but only for you. I shut the whole world out except for you. Why cant you love me back the same way? i love you deep down and it hurts to know there is so much more out there but you wont love me back when i know we are Soulmates. Well i love you again and im sick of hurting so i will end this fast like all the other ones. I cant handle it no more. Dont blame yourself. I love you always.....Goodbye.|