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sunsweet (profile) wrote,
on 3-9-2006 at 10:26am
Current mood: confused
I don't know what to think of myself. The person I love with all my heart...who has been with me through thick and thin...I just don't know if it's there anymore. Why am I having second thoughts? I went to Mizzou yesterday, maybe that had something to do with it. I miss the feeling of "new and exciting", I feel like that has been absent from my life for a while. It feels the same...I am restless. What to do? I don't want to hurt him, god, thats the last thing I want to do. But lately I have been having these reoccuring dreams about someone I dated in the past. I don't know what to's really scaring me because I was over him, wasn't I? Maybe it's because he was my first. But no, we both moved on, it's over. Maybe I just need a break from all this, but how do I initiate this? It would almost be worse to be living a lie, but if nothing is said then everyone is happy. Well, yes everyone except for me.
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