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|highlyevolved (profile) wrote, |
on 5-3-2006 at 12:00am
|Music: kylie minogue :: come into my world
|Ever have someone from your past just suddenly pop back up in your life? Allison came back. And it seems weird, but my life in Michigan doesn't even seem a part of me anymore. And we're both so different. And she seems so much cooler than me, and I just feel like the biggest loser ever. A virgin that can't drive. I'm Cher from Clueless except I'm not gorgeous, nor do I live in Beverly Hills, and I'm sure as hell not going to hook up with my step brother. I feel weird about the whole entire thing, like I'm going to throw up or something. It just makes me feel so out of place, but I normally feel happy about my life. Why am I going to let someone from my past disrupt how I feel about myself now? It just..ugh. There are so many unanswered questions, but we were nine years old. And now I'm 18 and things couldn't be anymore different. But at the same time it's comforting, that she's interested in knowing who I am now. Plus with AP exams coming up, I'm probably not emotionally prepared to handle anything right now. Ugh. The melodrama continues.