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moonshinehommie (profile) wrote,
on 5-6-2006 at 8:04pm
Subject: fuck this shit
I am in a really really bad mood....

I don't have any friends...well real true friends...

I have spent the past two days cleaning my house and thinking of things to do for today...because katie said that she would be coming over to my house...but then this morning when I called her she said that she was going to go to a horse show...but she would still be able to come over just at like four well....at four thirty I called her and she was still there...then at seven she calls me and makes up this lame excuse about how her mom wants to take the jeep and use it and that she also voulinteered her to babysit for someone...I don't think so...I seriously think that all my friends think that I am retarted...I got mad and hung up...when I called her back to say sorry...she didn't even sound like she was upset about not being able to come over...now if I were her and I wasn't supposed to work because I was going to my friends house I would be pissed...but no she was actuallly laughing as she picked up the phone.

maybe im not the friend type...I mean for the past three days the only people I have talked to our customers, and my boss. oh and corey for like thirty min. here and there....it's like were not even together anymore. I don't know what to do...I find myself crying all the time..I just don't have any ambition anymore to try with anybody anymore...I don't need friends...I don't need corey...i guess it is just me myself and I from now on...seems how none of you care about me.

I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU for leaving me alone everyday
I HATE YOU for lying to me
I HATE YOU for ignoring my phone calls
I HATE YOU for thinking that I will believe everything you say
I HATE YOU for making me cry
I HATE YOU.........................................................................
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