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|fadingintoblue (profile) wrote, |
on 5-16-2006 at 10:14pm
|Subject: the school year is almost up
|I am really, really going to miss it.
I am. Even with all the angst and stress and stuff I've had lately. Today I went in Towson with Nicole and Jenny and Janelle and Steve, and we ate Salvidorian (sp?) food in this awesome cheap restaurant where the woman only spoke Spanish and then I had cinimon ice cream at this great ice cream place.
And just walking around was awesome, because I was next to Nicole the whole time and I think Nicole is fantastic.
And Allison and Catharine and I went for a random country drive last night and got lost while listening to 90s rock with the window open.
And I've had awesome conversations with Becka and Allison and Clare lately, and I wish I had more time to get to know Becka.
I feel loved, somehow. Even though I know I'm not always invited to things. Even though I know some people might not like me. Even though I feel so, so awkward. I feel loved here, and by more than one person.
I don't really want to leave. I do, but I don't. I want to go home and see Katie and Rita and play around at camp and not have schoolwork to do. But I'm going to miss the people here, and so many people aren't going to be back.