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kiwi (profile) wrote,
on 5-23-2006 at 6:03pm
Music: Wezer- Freak me Out
Subject: am i that annoying?
Yea! Emoness for my emotions.

Ok so I'm kind of angry right not. And confused, adn hurt. But I don't even know if I should be. So my friend is having a kind of 17th bday at another friends house due to space. I didn't even know about it till today by the way. But the way I found out? My one friend doesn't think she's going to go anymore becuase she won't be able to drink there. it's stupid that someone ratted her out. But whatever different story. Yea... i didn't get invited. And it kind of pisses me off. Like I know I'm not perfect and I'm not the best pary guest. And I know that I kind of get attention. But I don't try to! I think sometimes it's jsut my nature to attract attention but I'm rather content sitting down doing nothing. I don't know. But I really thought I was friends with that person. And I hate it. Becuase a while ago I thought the same thing adn then stuff happened and I thought we really were friends again. But I guess not. Whatever. It's jsut annoying. I really don't get invited to things often within this little group adn it is really starting to piss me off. I don't want to ask becuase I don't like it. it's jsut painful and kind fo annoying. I never thought I was that irritating. I wish someone would tell me if I really was.
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