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|Jacqui-Chan (profile) wrote, |
on 7-31-2006 at 10:15pm
|Current mood: crappy
Subject: I dare you...
|My goal: don't talk to him (at least not by choice) for a month. Until school starts basically.
How long it will last: Hopefully the whole time... but probably not since I feel like breaking it right now.
I really hate this. I'm so sick of hurting. So sick of feeling like she's better than me... like I'm not good enough. I try to tell myself that I'm too good for him. I try to tell myself that he never treated my well anyway.... but it doesn't help. I still feel like this. I still feel like shit. I hate this. I've never had to do this before... and I do NOT want to do it now.