Add Memory | Add To Friends
just_peachie (profile) wrote,
on 8-28-2006 at 10:07pm
Subject: If only you would just sing it to me...
I have to block out thoughts of you
so I donít lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach
leaving babies in my bed

Dropping little reels of tape
to remind me that Iím alone
Playing movies in my head that
make a porno feel like home

There's a burning in my pride,
a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you.
Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me
just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Iím sober now for 3 whole months itís one
accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart
is the one thing I wonít touch again

In a sick way I want to thank you
for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself,
you were trying to stop the fight

You never doubted my warped opinions
on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself
when it was way too hard to take
So Iíll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didnít do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whatís good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling ďmake it go away!Ē
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered ďHow can you do this to me?Ē

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didnít do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whatís good for you
Read Comments


Username:
Password:
Anonymous: (this user logs IP addresses)
Security:
CAPTCHA Image
Reload Image | Listen to it
Enter what you see (only needed for anonymous comments!)
Security Code:
Subject:
Reply: