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thestandardline (profile) wrote,
on 12-29-2006 at 5:01am
im letting my life and my ways spin out of control and the sad thing is i know this...and i continue to watch myself slowly fade away. i have no connections with my mom brother and sister. my dad and i get along but we dont talk much. my friends are all i have and im so stupid that i dont hang out with the friends that truly matter to me...i dont know what it is going to take for me to change this life im living cause i know its no good. ive lost just about everything. except getting messed up. its not that i hate myself...i just hate the way i am about things. one thing im sure of is that if i found the right girl for me i would settle down and feel alright with myself because i have someone every night. im afraid that ive passed by my chance to be with the perfect girl for me...but i know this cant be true. damnit this sucks. i need something solid. something real. pure.
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