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|fadingintoblue (profile) wrote, |
on 2-16-2007 at 2:07pm
|I woke up this morning feeling beautifully happy and at peace with everything. Part of that is probably due to Gilly coming by about 3 minutes before I was planning on going to bed to ask me to go sledding, so I went sledding with her and her suitemate and this guy they're friends with for awhile, and it was awesome. I got back to the room at about 2am.
And somehow, while I slept, my subconscious put everything into perspective for me. I might not have a ton of close friends at Goucher, and I might spend a bunch of time just kinda hanging out by myself, but I'm not friendless. In fact, I have a good number of awesome friends (Rita, Katie, Allison, Jennie...etc), they're just spread out. And for all that she bothers me sometimes, having Willa as a friend is pretty cool (particularly considering that she doesn't seem to make friends lightly), and Clare is awesomeness personified, and I've been spending a lot more time with Melissa lately, and I've also been hanging out with Julie and Gilly. So even though I wish I was hanging out with certain people more, and it hurts that they don't seem to want to, it's okay.
I think my mood swings are probably just hormonal (stupid period). And I do need to be careful and watch myself. But it was nice to wake up this morning in such a good mood.