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|brutisimo (profile) wrote, |
on 5-15-2007 at 3:07pm
|I am not excited to be back in Michigan, let alone Kalamazoo...alone.
So I am taking 3 classes this summer. I can do it, I can do it...I CAN DO IT!
Jon is in one of my classes and he has invited me...more than once...to hang out with him and Degrandchamp. That would be a bad idea i think, but I am tempted just for lack of other options. I also feel bad because I dropped Jon out of my life with all the others even though he was not one of the bad ones, he just hangs out with them too much...
I am going to be in a foreign country in about 45 days. That is crazy.
I know this is just a phase in my life. a lonely sad pathetic phase, but i just want it to be over now. The hard part is that I could make friends. I could even hang out with old ones, but I am leaving in...well 45 days, and I dont plan on coming back...ever if possible.
My Aunt is OK. It is really scary and going there to be with her was one if the hardest things I've ever done, but it was the right thing and I am really glad I went.
My college years have been far from the best in my life....I would probably characterize them as some of the worst actually. That is sad...but true.
PS. I had In and Out Burger twice while I was in Cali. SO deliciously bad for me.