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|justadreamer (profile) wrote, |
on 9-23-2007 at 11:05pm
|Current mood: annoyed
|Sometimes I get really frustrated with everything. Times like this, I really, really want to get away from absolutely everything. Away from the dogs barking while I'm trying to do homework at night, away from Mom's coughing, away from Dad stomping up and down the hall and slamming drawers in the kitchen, away from the incessant squeaking of the dog toys, and away from just all the noise.
I can't concentrate. I cannot figure out this homework problem. I can't do anything but hear everything. Putting on headphones and turning up music to the point that I can't hear anything but music (but not to the point where it becomes static) is the only thing I can do to block out the noise. Maybe that's why my hearing is getting worse, but I can't really do anything about that. I cannot deal with all this noise any other way.
At night, when trying to sleep, it's the same.
I think I'll just go to bed now and hope my concentration skills improve with sleep. I'll get to school early and work in my car or something.
Autumn Equinox. First day of fall. I was relatively happy all day. I'm just really easily frustrated tonight.
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