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defiant (profile) wrote,
on 11-24-2007 at 4:14am
Music: The Black Keys - The Breaks
Subject: Changing isn't easy, down push me down
60 years crammed into the past three, I've been more places then most of you could imagine. I've also gone not nearly as far as some of you. I can't pretend to imagine everyones individual trials, so I'll handle my own here and now.

There are times when I wish I could take everything back. Start over new. You can't change the past. All I can do is apologize and shuffle on. I'm tired of being cynical. I've seen dark things, been to terrible places. I miss the simple carefree times. I miss love.

It's really kind've funny in ways. I became the embodiment of shady. No more. My vices are the past. I miss old friends that I pushed away with indifference.

Never again.

I quit smoking. My 21st birthday was a good marking point.

Got a free two year membership to powerhouse gym. I work out three times a week now.

I work out of a college algebra book in my free time to get my brain back to functioning. I still suck at math, heh.

I need to get college over with so I can get out of this state. I'll be here a few years.

Any old friends out there, feel free to give me a call. It's been a long ass time.

(616)970-5689 cell

No Regrets. Don't look back. Give it your all.
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