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|superheromindo (profile) wrote, |
on 12-6-2007 at 9:34pm
|Current mood: drained
Music: Regina Spektor
|So the past couple of weeks have been EXTREMELY busy.
The sunday before Thanksgiving my paternal grandmother died, so I skipped the last two days of classes and flew to Ohio with my family for the funeral on tuesday. We flew back EXTREMELY early wednesday morning, so I had that day to myself, then Thanksgiving, and then I worked like crazy for the weekend before driving back to school.
The last 2 weeks of classes have been hell! Last week was all about reviewing, and this week I had several tests every. single. day. What's ridiculous was that it wasnt even finals week, although luckily it means that I only have a few tests during finals week. Basically, the semester is wrapped up, and thank God for that.
Today all of the stress of the semester finally hit me, and unfortunately it was during my voice lesson. Luckily I have the best voice teacher in the entire world, and she was completely sympathetic. I was just freaking out about money issues, and all of these tests and everything else going on at school. So when I was having a bad singing day and just didnt feel like anything was going right, I finally broke down. I needed that though, just like I need tonight for myself. My roommate isnt even home, which is a blessing simply because I need some quiet and time to relax and just unwind.
Also, tomorrow or the day after is the last day for me to be smoking. I only picked it up in June, and I told myself that after 6 months I would quit, or else I wouldnt be able to play it off as being young and adventursome and experimental. I had quit as of the 1st of December, but then this week happened and I broke down and bought some cigarettes. It really doesnt do a whole lot for me, but mentally I think I trick myself into thinking it does. Either way, as soon as this pack is empty, I'm quitting for good, with no good excuse not to.
Anyway. I'm going to go read a book, sleep, or smoke another cigarette. Something that will allow me to chill.