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|whenthesunsets (profile) wrote, |
on 2-26-2008 at 4:46pm
|Current mood: heartbroken
Subject: I will be with you again.
| On Saturday February 23,2008 at 5:30pm we put down my dog Amber. My precious sweet girl. I miss her so much. I'm having such a hard time letting her go. I don't want to move on without her. She's been there for me my whole life, well since about the time I can remember any of my life. Whenever I was having a difficult time or a problem, or when I was upset, she was there and she always cheered me up. She loved me unconditionally and could never judge me. She was my best friend. She was more than a dog, she was like my child. I was the one to take care of her, I was the one she looked after. Life has less meaning to me now. Theres no purpose without her. I feel more alone than ever. I thought maybe if I could just let it all out I would somehow feel better, or be able to move on. I don't know how to live with myself. I'm suppose to protect her. She trusted me. I feel like I let her down somehow. I hope she understands. She was such a big part of my heart and I didn't even realize I would take this so hard. This is the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with. She was the love of my life, I care for her so much. I wish I had more time with her. Sometimes I took for granted the time I did have with her. I can't stop thinking about her. I hope she is ok. One day I will see her again. She will always be in my heart and I will miss her everyday.
Amber, my sweet baby girl. I love you with all my heart.