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|violet-winter-fields (profile) wrote, |
on 4-27-2008 at 7:18pm
|Current mood: narcissistic
Music: Least Complicated by Indigo Girls
Subject: Yay for gay bars!
|I love how open people are at The Balcony. It's great, even though I'm completely straight, I'm so flattered that other guys are checking me out when I'm walking around in my beautiful white gown. Everyone accepted me and it was great. And even though I was one of the only cross-dressers there, I didn't feel awkward at all. In fact being around the one that was there made me feel strange. I think it's due to this simple fact: There are cross-dressers and there are drag queens, and they are completely different.
I could never be a drag queen. They seem to be for the most part excessively flamboyant. I prefer to be more simple in dress. I love it when people feel me up when I'm all pretty. I love the confidence this sort of thing brings. I love who I am and hope to someday find someone who loves me and my cross-dressing ways as much as I do. People pull me close to dance with them, people I don't even know. Sure that's what happens at clubs, but it's the first time that's happened to me. Dressing up makes me feel and act like an entirely different person, it's wonderful. I'm so open and free and confident. It's great, I love me.
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