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faerin (profile) wrote,
on 7-18-2008 at 6:14pm
Current mood: blah
Music: "One Last Hope" by Eternal Legacy
Subject: Feelings...
Are totally freakin' lame sometimes. Like, seriously.

If I could just turn the memories and feelings off, I'd be in a much better position to live out the rest of my life. Honestly, I'm so sick of caring about things I shouldn't, but as much as I tell myself not to care, I still do.

I'm losing respect for one person in particular lately, but I can't just totally give up on him because I care too much about him and he's one of my only very good friends. He likes to go out and drink. A lot. He says it helps him to loosen up and be more social because he's usually pretty shy.

That's all well and good, but it gets to the point sometimes where if he goes a few days without a drink he's like "I need a drink!" and it just kind of bugs me. I keep telling him "Dude, you don't need the stuff to live." Trust me, I could find ways to get him to loosen up without it. xD Bah. I just hope it doesn't end up controlling him. There's nothing more pathetic than someone letting a substance control them, in my opinion.

On another note. Feelings. They still suck. xD I hate the what ifs that come to mind if you sit there and think back on the past. I honestly just want to forget. I need to think with my mind and not act on my heart's impulses.

OHHH!!! ON AN EVEN BETTER NOTE!!!! GOD OF WAR 3 TRAILER!!! IS IT NOT FUCKING AMAZING!?!?! I THINK I HAD LIKE, MULTIPLE GEEKGASMS WHEN I SAW IT!!!!! :D I absolutely can't wait!

On a not so better note, Tenchu 4 trailer. Woot. Not so much woot. It's fucking Wii exclusive. I think that's the gayest thing ever seeing as how it's been on Playstation consoles from day one. Just like how Tenchu Z was for Xbox360. Wtf? They need to put these games on all consoles. Us Playstation loving Tenchu fans are totally getting ripped off. Also, I don't like the way Rikimaru's hair looks in that E3 trailer. It just looks weird. That doesn't change the fact that I want it, but still.

What the hell is up with all these new games not being as good as the originals? Resident Evil for example. RE4 was good, but just didn't have the same feel as the originals, and RE5 is going to be the same way. The good thing about these two games though is that they returned to characters from the original games. It makes me want to go play RE2 like, now. And Tenchu. Even though I haven't played the newer ones, they just don't give off the same vibe as the originals. Tenchus 1-3 were amazing, but I'd like to get my hands on the newer ones so I could compare them.

Bah. I'm done ranting. Highlights of this entry. Feelings suck. God of War 3 will be amazing. Tenchu 4 better be put on Playstation. Playstation owners are getting ripped off. Original games of series will always be the best.

- Fae
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