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|faerin (profile) wrote, |
on 7-27-2008 at 5:40am
|Current mood: depressed
Music: "Psycho" by Puddle of Mudd
Subject: I can't make everyone happy, damn it!
|Today has severely sucked ass. Everything is going wrong. I need to know what will make me happy. I can't fucking worry about everyone. My mother has practically disowned me. I don't really care right now. I'm so sick of hearing her tell me everything that I'm doing WRONG in MY life. Keyword there being MY.
I don't know what I'm going to do. Seriously, I don't. I miss Matt. Dear God, I just really do. I don't know. No matter what I do, it's wrong. No matter what I feel, I shouldn't.
I just want him to come take me away from this crazy house. It's almost 6 AM. My parents are up fighting over MY issues because my dad at least realizes I'm an adult and can make my own decisions, where as my mom is just going to act like a psycho bitch.
Yet it's ok. She'll play it off like she's oh so innocent and it's just us that are fucked up. Trust me, she does it all the time. She's a compulsive liar. She tells other people things we say that we never even THOUGHT of saying and it's just complete bullshit!
I'm so tired of this.
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