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faerin (profile) wrote,
on 7-30-2008 at 11:47pm
Current mood: pissed off
Music: "Fading" by Brainstorm
Subject: Those bitches at Arby's man...
Dear God, tonight was fucking amusing. Well, until I got home at least. Now I'm dealing with psychobabble bullshit. That sounds like it should be the name of a song or something. xD

See, people don't understand why I can't live a normal life. >.> Trust me, I'd LOVE to, but I can't. This is why I can't wait to just move out. Sadly, that probably won't be until after college is through. *Sigh*

Let's see. I have a mother with SERIOUS mental issues. She thinks the world's out to get her and has like, at least one or two serious panic attacks a day. I'm not talking about how most people get them, I'm talking about like, seriously messed up shit. Like, "Oh my God, there's a drop of water on the sink, I think someone broke in through the kitchen window" and things like that. It's seriously fucking psycho. So basically, I have to suffer because of that. I'm not saying that to sound like a selfish bitch, but it's true. I try not to enable her, but at the same time, she's my mom so I have to basically treat her like a child sometimes. It really sucks. Sometimes it just pushes you to the edge.

My dad. He's got issues too. We won't go there right now. At least I can do normal things with him though. My mom doesn't really even go out anymore because of her problems. It sucks. She used to be a really lively and active person, I guess sort of like how I am now. :\ But yeah, he's more so the one that understands that I'm an adult now and that I need to make my own decisions and do things for myself and whatnot. It's cool that he treats me like an equal, so we can sit there and talk as adults, but that he still thinks of me as his little girl so he's still protective or me and everything.

Man, now I feel like I just want to erase that entire last blurb. I'm not trying to cut them down or anything. I love them both very much, and they're two of my best friends. I just need to vent sometimes. Everyone does.

BUT DUDE!! The people at Arby's made me laugh today. This one chick consistantly kept messing up Matt's order. They got mine perfect, first try, but kept screwing his up and overcharged him and whatnot. It kind of makes me laugh.

I HAVE NOS!! House drinks Nos... That's all that matters. Don't believe me? I have a screenshot from the show. I'll prove it to you. Thus, House + Nos = Amazing! House rocks, Nos rocks. It all adds up. It's funny because I usually don't know many people that drink it. *Shrug* It's a bit tangy, passionfruity. Very good. :)

Hmm, what else? I'm betting more than likely that Jim is avoiding me lately. It sucks. We started talking more, and now we just kind of aren't. Oh well. I think I want to sing tonight. And play my guitar. And play Runescape. And Resident Evil 2. Don't ask, I have a massive urge to just make some popcorn and sit in front of the TV playing RE2 just like back in the old days. Man, I miss elementary school. Yeah, I've been playing Resident Evil since the age of 8. That's amusing. xD

Shit. I have to call the college when I wake up today. Apparently my four credits I've earned this summer aren't showing up on their end, so I have to call the man in that department to clarify to these betches that I recieved a credit for the bridge course, and 2 other credits plus an elective credit through my portfolio review. Then when that's all figured out, all I need to do is register and figure out what else I'm paying for this "schooling". Fucking art. Bah. The good part? Me and my best friend are probably going to end up in a lot of the same classes. xD It works. I'm not complaining about that. I'm excited to start school again. I've been so bored lately, it'll give me something to do.

20 days until Linkin Park!! :D Woohoo!! Ok, I don't have much more to rant about. I'll probably be back before the night's over with some more entertaining stuff and less emotional issues. xD

- Fae
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