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|rek (profile) wrote, |
on 2-23-2009 at 11:57pm
|god i am -so- tired of driving back and forth.... i'm tired of MOVING my crap everywhere. i just want to sit here and ENJOY NOT MOVING STUFF. for once, without being guilted about a productive night without work the next day.
that dream meant something, i think. you are starting to feel more distant, and distantly hurt, or distantly unhappy. and you wake up and you say you're not, but when you're asleep the unhappiness comes out. and then you're grumpy, you're bitter, you're resentful. and i think, maybe i have made you this way.
i don't want to go because i don't think you're going to be happy to see me now.
i think we both need change. your stubbornness in not wanting to rely on me, in not allowing me to support you, is really what's keeping me from moving out and taking you with me.