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dabestyougot69 (profile) wrote,
on 1-25-2010 at 11:09am
Current mood: aggravated
Music: Vodka - Korpiklaani
Subject: 0_o
Hi. I'm Kelli, and I am an addict.

I've decided I'm not going to accept that title anymore.
I have such an addictive personality, it sickens me.

What the heck. Me?!
That doesn't make any sense.
I was so strong.
Did everything on my own.
I got into a mess, I was the one who got myself out.
And I've gotten so accustomed to how things were that I long for it in something else.

It's hard for things to change in my life, because I always go through "rebounding"
And not in the normal sense of rebounding, because a "someone" isn't always involved.
But I rebound. And when it does come with a "someone," I rebound hard.
Like with Levi.
Forgive me for mentioning he that shant be named.
After we broke up, there was Nick, and Keith, And Jake.
All of them I did nothing with, Thank God for that. but they all came up at the same time...Like so conveniently.
It's funny because all of them I liked at one point in my lifetime.
And when I'm single and vulnerable, they come parading in one after the other and throw confusions in my head.
Nick and I actually dated...
Which still boggles my mind. But he has a gf now so good for him. Even though she's hella ugly.
And that Sean. I will always love him.
He's the thing that's so out of reach. And the thing that has never gotten closure because we've always been so messed up.
I hope one day we can start over, and things can be perfect, or in our definition of the closest thing to it...
I think we both deserve that.

I'll write later. My stomach is eating itself. ^_^
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