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kunta (profile) wrote,
on 3-6-2010 at 3:08am
Current mood: Uneasy
Music: Tv at 3am
Subject: Unsure
I don't even know anymore, for the first time in a long time I feel alone. Like Im not even wanted. I don't know what to do. I don't want to be selfish but I can't let go. Thing will never be the same I don't think. Trust is everything and we have zero. The lies are wild, like a wild beast killing small prey. Rip my heart out. Watch it bleed, watch the tears fall, but there are no tears, because Im all dried up. My heart bleeds forever and can only be cured by your love, which I don't think I will ever have again, sure we have love, but not the everlasting love which I had always hoped we would have. Maybe one day you will look in the mirror and just realize how much I truely do care for you, even if I never showed it, and even when I did. the only things always counted in my book, but you forget about those. You will move on, I will remain the same, as I will for the rest of my live. You will find happiness and get everything you ever wanted out of life. My dreams will shatter agaisnt the waves of our love. I will one day be content with that, but I will never be able to forgive myself for all the pain I have caused you over the years. Just remember that I will always love you, and will be your best friend until the end... but also know, that I will always want more then just that.
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