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|arrivistemerkaba (profile) wrote, |
on 4-30-2011 at 12:33am
|Current mood: embarrassed
Subject: Every darn thing that I do is never as cute as you.
|Kelsey and I went to the store last night and I came out with a new shirt. I think I am in love with it, but because it's so thin I sm scared to wear it.
I am currently wearing it.
Because fear is just another four letter word or something. Hmnf.
My life is still very ruled by the fact that I don't want to do something that will make Joe mad. This is silly, but still true. I think about what he'd like me to wear and how he'd like me to act. It's comforting most of the time, but I know I have to shake the habit or I will never recover. /sigh
The shirt I got came in blue. I bought the pink one. I'm a little guilty.