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|arrivistemerkaba (profile) wrote, |
on 5-1-2011 at 2:32pm
|Current mood: morose
Subject: Techno Blasting
|I woke up very depressed today. I slept in for about 5 extra hours....l didn't want t wake up... didn't want to talk to anyone. I really wish I could get out of this rutt...there is alot of sun today. I should be having a good day. =_=
I had a really intense dream last night, I'm not sure of many of the details but I kept waking up shaking. I'm pretty exhausted from it all.
I guess I'm going to teach myself to ride a bike this week, if I can find enough money to fix this tire that is all fucked up. :< I guess it will be good for me or something. Hmmf.
I can't stop shaking everytime I think about my surgeries... I don't want to go anymore... I don't want to disappear either though... Mmf...