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|arrivistemerkaba (profile) wrote, |
on 5-4-2011 at 1:07pm
|Current mood: jealous
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Yesterday I grabbed a camera from the house and just sat myself down. I want to have a happy picture of my face before tomarrow... I guess it's a happy face. I have alot on my mind. I miss afew people, I am scared to lose what little beauty I still see in myself.
I feel like I've surrendered. I don't really feel good about anything, and I don't have the energy to argue with anyone. It's making me feel very powerless.
Also my fear and exhaustion has made me very sexually frustrated. Fuck the last 4 weeks. Mad ABOUT it.