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|chuchitaaa (profile) wrote, |
on 9-14-2012 at 9:53pm
|Current mood: crying
Music: questions - blaque [repeat]
Subject: figured out how...
|to explain what i feel.. my text to him reads as follows:
she has your child. she has that connection with you for life. a bond. a connection; me & you don't have because we don't have a child. & because of that she knows you in a way that i don't & because of my situation i possibly never will. & that hurts me. it hurts me so much & i know it doesn't bother you because it doesn't matter if you have more kids or not... but it's so important to me. & i'm terrified that it's never going to happen. & if it doesn't... she will always have or had you in a way that i never will...
*NOW TIME TO WAIT...*