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|srsbsnsrunner (profile) wrote, |
on 9-9-2013 at 6:43pm
|Subject: as a species, we kind of suck.
|Now, if I felt like being upbeat and optimistic, I would tell you that humans may suck and disappoint you in numerous ways but there is still a beauty and a mystery to them. Today however, I'm not in that mood. I am in the humans upset me, they are fundamentally flawed mood.
I work in an office full of women, women who are catty and two faced for the most part. None of them just want to do their job and do it well, they always want to snitch on someone or point out someones mistake and make it seem catastrophic, when really it was just the size of a paper-cut. It's not like the world ended over it.
When I work, I like to do my job and do it well, I don't want to deal with all the drama that women bring. (And men sometimes too!) I just want to work. I want to take care of patients, I want to put all my energy into them because isn't that what healthcare is all about? I also always strive to be better at my job, not saying that I always give it 100% of my attention but I try my best to do it well.
At all the other jobs I've been at, I've always been attacked for that. People feel threatened by me, which to me is the equivalent of being threatened by a bunny. Or a penguin. I just don't understand it. I don't understand how humans work. Are we really that scared that we protect ourselves so much we sacrifice relationships with those around us? Is it really that difficult?
I honestly think in order to be a functional human being in this world, you have to be able to let go and trust that God, the universe, the god of cake, what say you, will take care of you. I actually read somewhere that those who survive evolution are those who are most adaptive to change, to movement, to fluidity.
Be free and let go. Fall into the abyss. Just let it go.