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|2ofus (profile) wrote, |
on 11-4-2013 at 12:31am
|Wow, haven't been on this site for a while. Not sure what brought me back. I guess I just need to write stuff down.
I do most of my thinking at night. And ive had a lot of thinking time recently. My mind wanders. It takes me every which way. Recently it reviewed the Halloween party. It was fun, and the more I think about it, everyone was nice to me, except Lauren. Every chance she got she was insulting me or just talking bad about me. At least in the interaction I had. I know I may deserve some, but damn, it's been 2 years. Meh. Amelia seem cool. She may have drank a bit to much, but the conversation we had was nice.
I've also seemed to notice attached females seems to hit on me more then single. It's about a 3 to 1 ratio. I know most of it is playful banter. I think the ratio is skewed because I know maybe 2 single females.
Friday night was fun. First time gambling and broke even. Then fun afterwards. I got a good boost in confidence and realized sometimes I just need to be more confident and assertive. Its an attractive quality. I shouldn't be so nervous and just act sometimes.
When laying in bed listening to Zero7, like now. It makes me want a girlfriend. I want someone I can lay next to and just stare and kiss and hold hands. Talking into the wee hours of the morning. Brushing the back of my finger lightly aginst her check and bringing to the back of her head, pulling her onto a kiss... That'd be nice. I miss kisses with meaning and feeling behind them.
With that I'm off to the land of dreams. Goodnight all and be well.